Making Up [for Aphrodite]
Aug. 22nd, 2013 09:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Aphrodite being mad with me put a big damper on the fun I was having in Trixia's body. After the joke I pulled on her fell flat, I've been in a bad mood since. Now suddenly, I've woken up in my own body again. Mmm, at least Coraline's out of it now. Thank the gods for that. I am in all one piece too. I checked. No, I didn't trust she didn't do anything stupid or strange to me. Time to go back home.
Soooo..... even after being annoyed for a few days, I don't really know what to do about Aphrodite. If she's not speaking to me so soon after we started this dating thing... I don't even know if this was a good idea in the first place. This was probably a bit stupid to think I can make something like that work. Yes, I deeply desire to be loved. No, I have not ever been deeply loved. Therein lies the problem. I know my childhood fucked me up. It's just what I am now. When she doesn't want me around, then I guess that's that. Right? It wasn't like I'm going to replace her Hephaestus. I don't know how to function that way. What does she want with my bundle of issues, anyway? Maybe we were better off just banging each other without the complications.
Is my fatal flaw the opposite of Percy's? Disloyalty? My ability to suddenly walk away from all my ties?
I go in my hut, regardless of Percy being there or not, shower up, get dressed, then go out back. Maybe I'll oil my armor this morning. It's a good time killer.
Soooo..... even after being annoyed for a few days, I don't really know what to do about Aphrodite. If she's not speaking to me so soon after we started this dating thing... I don't even know if this was a good idea in the first place. This was probably a bit stupid to think I can make something like that work. Yes, I deeply desire to be loved. No, I have not ever been deeply loved. Therein lies the problem. I know my childhood fucked me up. It's just what I am now. When she doesn't want me around, then I guess that's that. Right? It wasn't like I'm going to replace her Hephaestus. I don't know how to function that way. What does she want with my bundle of issues, anyway? Maybe we were better off just banging each other without the complications.
Is my fatal flaw the opposite of Percy's? Disloyalty? My ability to suddenly walk away from all my ties?
I go in my hut, regardless of Percy being there or not, shower up, get dressed, then go out back. Maybe I'll oil my armor this morning. It's a good time killer.
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Date: 2013-09-02 03:48 am (UTC)"Yeah. I can show you, although I'm slow when I have to read the menus. It's all in English, which is a pain." I smile and let out a small laugh. "I'll bet you can read English better than I can." That's so wrong, considering she's a full goddess.
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Date: 2013-09-02 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-09-02 03:48 pm (UTC)I have the computer booted up already, so I move the mouse and show her the arrow. "The mouse moves the arrow. You point at stuff and click the button. It's not so hard." I know she's sharper than she lets on.
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Date: 2013-09-02 07:34 pm (UTC)"Let's see...Across the Universe...sounds boring. Fried Green Tomatoes...sounds kind of gross. Wait - ooh, how about this one?"
She points at the title on the screen. "Sense and Sensibility. I pick that movie."
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Date: 2013-09-03 11:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-09-04 12:12 am (UTC)Aphrodite rolls her eyes, but she's clearly not all that bothered as she scoots her chair so it's right up next to Luke's. She wishes there was a couch instead, but she can improvise, and curls up in her chair, leaning to the side against him rather than back.