As I wait for her answer, I take my own bite of sandwich. Then she says she doesn't love him?! While... staring at me? I didn't ask about that. I wouldn't. It's none of my business. Right? But what she said does answer my question too. It suddenly feels like we're sitting a mile apart from each other. It's... uncomfortable, to say the least. I don't reply right away. I slow down chewing to stall, and I turn my head to break off that intense eye contact.
What do I tell her? Congrats? Sorry it turned out stupid? Want me to hack him to pieces for you?
"Guess... guess it's none of my business."
I take another bite. It's not like I came here for anything like... I came here just because I wanted to see her! Because we used to be friends. We used to be family. Until I broke her heart. Did this guy just do that to her too?
"Could you get out the juice? I need something to wash down the peanut butter. And, no, they didn't have cow milk this morning."
Maybe we can finish eating so I can get out of here. This was such a bad idea.
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Date: 2011-06-01 10:10 pm (UTC)What do I tell her? Congrats? Sorry it turned out stupid? Want me to hack him to pieces for you?
"Guess... guess it's none of my business."
I take another bite. It's not like I came here for anything like... I came here just because I wanted to see her! Because we used to be friends. We used to be family. Until I broke her heart. Did this guy just do that to her too?
"Could you get out the juice? I need something to wash down the peanut butter. And, no, they didn't have cow milk this morning."
Maybe we can finish eating so I can get out of here. This was such a bad idea.